Tuesday, September 28, 2010

din expect and nv thought of seeing her today at all..
i thought today was just a normal meet up wif lj for maths again at somerset..
it was only 1pm plus and lj ask if i prepare le ma when i'm still lying comfortably on my bed preparing to take a short nap.. and she told she having tuition now.. gt a shock and wondering how come so fast.. bathed and prepare my stuff and went out..
met her and went centrepoint starbucks as usual and our maths session started all the way till 8.30pm.. headed over to 313 foodcourt(the usual routine) and had our dinner.. ate something different today instead of the fish soup stall.. and i ate crabmeat today.. haha ji qi.. cos i don eat that.. but its just taste nice today.. had the jelly as our dessert and it taste horrible.. while we were having dessert, lj went to search something and found out that feli was at nearby.. i kept insist that the pic was last week and she kept insisting that it was today.. so i oblige her and we walked over to oc.. and i just kept feel like vomiting on the way to oc.. the jelly taste really yucky.. saw feli inside the shop when we were walking.. and that's all i gt to say..

another day of maths tml.. my off day seems to be occupied wif maths :(

Monday, September 27, 2010

最近日子过得还是一样，不是做工就是回家睡觉，要不然就是数学。仿佛我的生活就好像只有这三样东西似的。如果我说没压力，那是假的，如果我说我喜欢我现在的生活，那也是假的。这样的生活我很累了，我不知道我还能熬多久，我真的累了，工作真的带给我很多的压力。
没人给我压力，是我给自己的。
我已经好久好久没有逛街了，我已经好久好久没有跟很多人见面了。好怀念以前当学生的日子。大人的世界一点也不好玩！

Saturday, September 18, 2010

缘份这东西好奇妙。
2007 年见过她，知道她的存在，但一直都没有跟她说过话。
即使见了面，就连一声"hi" 也从来都不跟彼此说。仿佛我们把彼此当敌人似的看待。
要不是她在去年5月31日发的第一则简讯给我， 我想我们到现在都还不会有说话的机会吧。
记得她发了那则简讯后，我还问她是谁，哈哈。
心里其实有想过可能是她, 因为在 fanclub 里，多数的人的电话我都有了，就唯独她的我没有。
去年的6月3 日是我第一次真正面对面跟她说话，心里其实是战战兢兢的，不晓得她的为人怎么样。因为在我印象中，她看起来蛮骄傲的（她一点也不是！）哈哈！
跟她相处至今已经有一年多了，也不知道为什么，
她带给我的那些会美好/难忘的回忆还是牢牢的记住在我的脑海里。
谢谢你在这一年多的陪伴，
谢谢你让我的生命增添了许多色彩，
我不晓得还要谢谢你什么，
但真的想要轻轻的对你说声谢谢。
oh, 对了！还要谢谢你5月31日的那则简讯！
没有那则简讯，我们也不可能有说话的机会。

就不晓得你还记不记得你发了什么给我吗？哈哈！

Monday, September 6, 2010

在回家的路途，坐在巴士上，外面下着绵绵细雨，
听着她一年前唱的天黑黑，眼睛不知怎么的变得湿淋淋的。
好怀念以前追偶像的日子，跑上跑下，跑来跑去地追着偶像，
好玩但旁边的人总会说幼稚，
这就是我们，一群可以不顾形象在购物商场里跑来跑去的我们。
我真的好怀念那些日子。
就不知道我还能否有这样的机会“自由自在”地追偶像呢？

Sunday, September 5, 2010

went for overnight study on friday after work.. the overnight study plan was suppose to be on next friday as planned earlier, but there's feli event on sat so we haf to push forward.. reached cityhall at 10.35pm and lj came only at 11.15pm.. felt rather weird waiting for her cos everyone is heading home and i'm waiting for ppl to come? haha.. bought happy meal before gg to starbucks and the overnight study started! manage to complete one maths paper 1 and 7 chinese close passage and some algebra questions bombing on to lj, quite surprise that she manage to get almost all correct except for a few tricky ones.. haha.. i think that was quite good already.. went for breakfast at 7am plus after that and home!