Wednesday, March 21, 2012

好矛盾啊！
我以为找工作很难了，原来辞职更难！
交了两次的信但都好像被拒绝了。
上个星期交了第一封信，但经理要我从新考虑，我接受了她的意见。
从新考虑后，昨天更她说了我还是坚持我的想法，所以又交上了另一封（内容是一样的，只有日期不一样）
昨天跟她谈了之后原以为她接受了，但没想到今天却接到她的miss call.
我不是故意不接的，是我真的不知道有人打来。
我战战兢兢地打回去她的手机，因为我以为她要骂我了，我的另一个跟我很要好的同事其实也是要离开的，所以我就以为她会问我谁谁谁要走了你知道吗。可是这通电话她没听。
后来她用了她办公室的电话打来，问我要不要从新再考虑多一次等等东西。
我真的好矛盾，从来没有那么烦过！我该怎么办啊！
我真的不忍心拒绝她，她人真的好好好好！我说了很多次她人好好好好了。
但我有我的苦衷啊！

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

心情是矛盾的。我不知道我做的决定是不是正确的。其实我也很舍不得，毕竟熟悉了坏境，熟悉了一切的东西和人，也跟她们渐渐的比较谈得来时，我却做出了这样的决定。真的好舍不得，但我真的累了。好累好累。新的坏境我真的不知道能不能适应，我很害怕其实:( 那里的人好像都不怎么友善:(

Saturday, March 3, 2012

time to update abt taiwan trip since i'm quite free now:) grandma story starting now!

went over to lj's house to stay overnight on last wed night since we gt to reach airport by 5am.. hs accompanied us too:) thanks so much girl! haha..

thursday 23.02.12
woke up at 3am plus, prepared and went down to take cab at ard 4am.. reached airport at 4am plus and check in luggage.. went to haf breakfast at mac, only manage to find it at T3 as T2 outlet was closed! not a good day to start wif? haha.. went in to the boarding area after bidding bye to hs, thanks so much for sending us off! board the plane and the journey begin! we had 7hours plus of flight instead of the usual 4hours plus! the plane stopped at gaoxiong due to the weather.. only manage to fly off when the weather improved, the journey from gaoxiong to taoyuan was really scary.. the sky is in pink and the plane is shaky, i gt a feeling that it will drop at that time but thankfully it didn't.

reached taoyuan airport at ard 2pm plus, felt quite lost actually, but managed find the driver and reach our hotel at ard 4plus or 5? plan was suppose to go danshui and shida.. but we cancel danshui as it was already quite late.. took the mrt and went over to shida, in fact we don really know the way cos i've nv been there before, so i just anyhow.. and surprisingly there's one taiwan lady asking us how to go shida night market, and we were like eh? do we look like we are from taiwan? haha! reached shida and it was actually quite disappointing! that shida is not what i imagine, i tot it was full of ppl and lots of shops and we actually suspect that we went to the wrong place(it's correct actually)how sad! went back to xmd since there's nothing to shop over there.. back to hotel quite early as we nid to wake up early the next day.

friday 24.02.12
Woke up quite early and prepared to go down for our breakfast but there isn't any much food left so we went to buy Mac instead and had our breakfast outside our hotel while waiting for the driver to pick us up to the airport. There's jam along the expressway, so the driver had to drive thru taoyuan city instead.. manage to reach the airport quite early and waited for our princess to arrive. There's lot of ppl holding those paper wif the names all these and Lj had been walking ard to see if there's any of Feli's name. But there isn't any:( and just when feli was abt to arrive, I happen to see a lady holding the paper wif the words Felicia chin on it. Lol! Was it fated? The girl was just besides me! Haha! Spotted other artiste first instead of feli. Lol. Walked wif her till she board the car. Took freego bus back to hotel and continue wif our day 2 plan!
Went to danshui, yurenmatou and lover's bridge.. and lj expression is damn cute.. she seems to be very confident about the place we gg, she doesn't seems to be worried that i might bring her to somewhere else instead.. haha.. bought lotss of stuff from danshui again! BAGS and FOOD! haha.. love danshui! cabbed back to hotel after that due to the amount of stuff we bought, the cab fare turn up to be super ex:( headed down to shilin night market after that.. ate cripsy chicken and other food as we shop ard.. still prefer the old shilin.. back to hotel after a long day out:)

saturday 25.02.12
3rd day in taipei! had breakfast at hotel and we went over to xinyi bookstore, eslite and taipei 101.. love the view from taipei 101.. back to taipei cityhall and the temp was onlly 11 degree! the coldest temp we ever encounter.. trained to wufenpu for clothes and i guess lj love that place very much.. she kept aiming those stores that sell NT100 and eventually she bought quite alot.. wanted to go raohe after that but couldn't find the road that goes to raohe.. so headed back to xmd for dinner and that end our day..

sunday 26.02.12
woke up quite late and we miss the hotel breakfast.. saw a stage outside our hotel.. and it's anthony autograph session.. so lj was actaully quite excited abt that.. and our plan was actually to go yms.. but end up the plan haf to cancel becos of the autograph session.. went to haf our brunch first and only gt to know the news that there's earthquake in the morning in taiwan..quite shock to hear that but i know this wasn't a pleasant trip since day 1. Okie, plan changed and we had to go somewhere near xmd. Went tms underground mall instead, shopped for hp accesories and stuff like that and back to xmd for the autograph session.. headed to raohe night market after that.. love some of the food there.. but a pity that we din try the pepper biscuit thingy cos of the queue.. back to hotel after that and watch tv.. love tw variety show.. lots of channel to choose from!

monday 27.02.12
5th day in taipei! and we changed our plan last minute as lj wants to go back to danshui again. Woke up quite early, breakfast in the hotel, back to room to watch show.. went out at only 11plus.. took train to miramar.. a place that i always wanted to go.. went to take the ferris wheel and walk ard.. but there isn't any nice place to walk ard there.. i guess ppl went there only for the ferris wheel? headed over to danshui after that.. bought food and stuff again.. and back to xmd to put down our stuff before heading to shilin night market for the last time and back to xmd to walk ard before gg back to hotel to pack our stuff..

tuesday 28.02.2012
last day in taipei:( woke up at usual timing,  had breakfast at hotel.. back to room to watch show again.. checked out at 11plus and headed over to tms again for last minute shopping.. back to xmd for lunch.. lunch was at modern toilet.. and we took quite some time to find the place:( last minute shopping at watson and candy shop after lunch and back to hotel for wifi:) driver came to pick us up at ard 4pm and off we go to the airport:( bye xmd! checked in our luggage and everything and realise that my phone was in lj's luggage! but luckily the luggage haven't went in:) had dinner at burger king and went to departure hall to slack.. board the plane and bye to taoyuan and taipei! will miss the weather and everything there:(